What have time done with the one I loved ?
What fate has changed with the one I adored ?
What life has stole you away from me ?

The way we act like we're strangers
Is not something I wish for
The way we passes each other
Without feeling anything
Is not what I have always wished for

And it's been a long time since we last spoken
It's been long since this heart even beating
It's been such a long time since I ever had you with me

The way we can go on without talking to each other
Isn't what I even pray for
The way we can't even stay as friend
Is maybe what I always pray for

I'm teriffied to see or even hear your name
I'm terrified to even bat an eye at you
I'm terrified to even walk the road you're walking
I'm terrified of everything about you

The way this pain is torturing me
Is not even what I'm hoping for
The way you said we can't be together anymore
Is not what I'm wishing to hear

And when I see you tomorrow
I have to force breathing oxygen
So I don't get lost and die again
How will I even feel when I see you ?