42 years of life you have given me Lord And I am grateful for The gift of life That is so precious to me My tolerance and respect is built around people On understanding and empathy There is another world for me to embrace I always question what are they saying I can do so many things I need to have a desire to do it Lord It doesn’t matter where I came from The ability to triumph begins with me always I like to say that risks always pays of I learn what to do or not to do I see your face in me I talk to children about your love They get interested 42 years of life that I am living Here in this land I show in the way that I want you to take me in your life I want to show the world that I live and breathe I know about your love and grace Lord have mercy on me Lord I can’t remember all the words that you have spoken I had my days at the sea I had many years in the wilderness To turn back and find you Lord I am a sinner just like a criminal I am kissing you Lord and I am eager to deceive you 42 years of life came so fast I had no time to enjoy it I cry father forgive me You said, I already did my child I am the guilty man that hangs by your side My shame is dying with your sacrifice And all my fears came crashing down when I looked in your eyes Are you listening to anything that I am saying Lord? Because I am praying Lord How many prayers can I say Lord? Maybe the Lord will show up at my door today Only the Lord knows what I am going through I am not angry at you for asking Give me hope God I been waiting all this morning just to wake up Next to you holding me Lord I missed you like crazy I am not the one who holds my pain inside I am hiding my smile I closed my eyes and looked myself away The Lord is telling me Child you have nothing to hide The love of the Lord endures I surrender All my pressures All my frustrations All my anger Gotta serve somebody And there is no one better for me to serve than the Lord Will I be healed some day? You move me away from isolation Lord I am making a potion that will cure my depression for once Open my eyes Loving and compassionate Lord That I may be hold you Walking beside me in my sorrow 42 years of life Here I am after all I been born 42 years ago And I have all the reason to thank you Lord for being a part of my life For 42 years Deep down I know that I can set things straight in my life Lord I remember when you kissed me before a thousand times When love was truly right There is a nice warm and cozy bed in the sky Where I sleep Every step I took on earth retreated Lord is here and nothing can harm me So all I ask you Lord is that you love me Lord’s world will warm me and calm me The Lord will guide me Lord please say you love me every time I am awake Lord don’t leave me in all this pain Lord please don’t leave me out in the rain I am so happy that I have that cozy bed in the sky where I sleep Bring back the nights Please Lord dry up my tears In my hands I am holding the bible Your words are written in it There is a constant change in my life Heaven knows I done no wrong I have to make it through this life some how One day at a time I see no bed of roses here in the sky We share our love with each other Lord Lord I want to be forever young Don’t treat me like a child Never let my hand go I trust you Lord Let the others take the easy way I take the hard one because there is no choice for me Lord I know the meaning of love Lord show the world that there is hope for me