I am radiating within realms of emotional poetry beyond measure there is no end A psychedelic ocean Learning the breathe under water A bone chilling truth A yearning the agony of my immortal expression as if I'm the only one who listens effortlessly psychically comprehending the unexplainable yet I harbor the perfect words to explain the roaring sensations echoing the cries of all that is relaxing into a suffocating breath I admire the truth The most beautiful misery of mysteries I am haunted yet I am peace feeling the ripping reaching pushing pulling of the eternal void I am in pain I am perfect health. I am the poet in the storms that never seem to end. I have cried and cry alone on the darkest nights. I've needed and need a hand to hold. I need a hug when I feel around it's only me I sit with my self gazing in the silent Symphony of sadness and loneliness suffocating in the knowingness of it all I believe I love I meditate I see through it all i am bleeding out wheeping in graveyards of my own doing right orΒ Β wrong it hurts The pain is unearthly. I have grown and I am Ascending. I am ready for love to rise into romance with the woman of my dreams. I know how to cherish appreciate and hold dear all I desire and what is. I am living for this. I know you hear me I know you feel me be with me now