they told me i was strong.
they told me i would make it.
they told me i wasn't sad.
they told me i was faking it.
they told me i was wrong.
they told me i was stupid.
pathetic.
alone.
they abandoned me.
so i stood at the end of the world,
glancing down into the abyss.
they came along and gasped in fear,
trying to talk me down from there.
they told me i was loved.
they told me i wasn't alone.
they told me i was special.
but they only cared for the moment.
because after the rush was gone,
and i came down from the sky,
they wandered off,
leaving me on my own.
leaving me to die.