My heart is unclear, divided
untrustworthy
that's why i am ripping it out
letting the blood spill
pour so deep into these floorboards
represent my mistakes
take control of my fate
and i will, someday smile
i am done with trying to decide
what's best for me
but never choosing right
the sunlight is angled so perfect
for this conflict
and i'm not reaching out
i'm reaching up
forgiving all i've gained
and forgetting all i've lost
this time the force is too much
if i don't let go, i'll erupt
can't say this is easy
but i know what i'm needing
the answer keeps screaming
echoing down these streets
i believe.
this is.
what's best.
for me.