next time, it will be different
i won't sit and watch you fall apart
i promise i promise
i will treat you better than this
5 minutes
my insecurities dictate
my actions and i secretly love
the pain, i promote
i lie, and i lie
wrap my fingers tighter
around your throat
and i know you don't deserve
this mess i keep you trapped in
but i need you
and i can't help it
5 minutes
i can change, and i love you
but we both know
half of what i say is truth
i get lost in my own words
i'm selfish
i'm unpredictable
i'm everything you love
everything you hate
i know how to rip you apart
and put you back together
again