i scribble on a piece of paper a keyboard smash, a random string of letters what once birthed a poem now blank, stares back, soulless was it ever my voice? or was i a mere echo of an origin that is now silent ~ i beg for it to speak again as i slowly realise its deafening roar has been present all along. the impudent ear fails to listen only ever tempted by the sounds more entertaining: those of the outside, the music, the dance, the chatter silent is the loud heart wailing.