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These words aren't coming as easy as they used to
But maybe that's because they aren't used to you
not being here the way i wish you could be
I mean, you're here, you're present, but maybe it's just me.

And I wish I was as poetically sound as you are
But, come on now, I'm just so **** far
From where you're coming from
This is not even funny, it's silly, it's dumb.

But what I miss about you being here
is that you were here to be near
near for me, near for us
It was you being selfless so I wouldn't fuss.

But, again, as I really hate to say
It is a cycle, and we can't seem to get away.
But I feel like things are looking up, for this time it's freeing,
I hope I'm not the only one seeing
where this could be headed, I hope this is true
that maybe someday soon, I won't have to think about you.

Yet, however, I know this is just a past life
It's a dream I've been living these past years in strife.
But now it's okay because I like where this new thing is going
I realize now that God has been rowing,
the boat of my life is now going strong
i'd rather have you here now as we are, our friendship striving long.

And even though I'm a girl with imagination,
It will never change the real situation
that
No one's gonna love you more than I do.
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