It's like drowning in a lake of blue flames. It's like every pounding of your heart wanting someone you know you shouldn't have. It's wanting so deeply that you breathe to feel that rush of desire consume every sense of your body. It's a need to be near someone until your lips are on theirs. It's a need to have their presence seep into yours like a warm blanket on a cold day. Why do I have this desire if I am too selfless to feel it be fulfilled again?