As years and days pass by and leave small shadows I spend more and more time buried in angry fear At an advanced age I struggle running through meadows I also find that daily I fight to hold back the odd tear Am I sad am I afraid or do I have a hidden foe If I continue to fight on daily can I win this fight Is there ever a victor in a war without any woe As an old an battled man in ill repair I try to plan my battles very carefully and few But then my old confusion proposes a dare