ever closer to deciding so simply said it feels dividing i want to be in love with you forever but i want forever to be over i could never kiss you goodbye so i will never say hello i never realized guilt could be a personality but thats just all thats left of me to hold your hand would be to jump into the sun i hope you know that i will always remember you fondly please look away while i mourn or perhaps it wont particularly matter perhaps i will be some place so far beyond the earths curvature - out of sight out of mind so they say and i will never be the same