Can you not just see that I want your attention? I am so low to you that I'm not longer visible? I am your blood, your child. Yet you treat me like a stranger. We used to be friends, you and I. Telling stories, laughing at the kids at school in the stories I tell. But then something inside of you clicked. You changed. No, you are by no means a monster, but who are you? You are no longer a mother or a friend. I miss snuggling, sprawled in the bed with you when I ditched school. I missed sharing the Pepsi's you bought. I miss you, mom. So much has happened in these past months, where do I begin? Without you I don't know how to express myself. You were my motivation, now your gone. I cried to you everyday about my sorrows, now where is the shoulder I cried on daily? I just miss my friend, my mom. But things could never be the same, we have drifted to far apart.