you made it worth it —the time i thought was wasted i smiled, laughed with you while i hoped i was your favorite too
you were intrigued, i was overly interested, perceived your compliments as sweet endearments, you showed me attention i considered them as affection, while you were just being nice, reminded me how it was
every night, i was full of delusions, and hopeless conclusions and if i could wish, don’t walk away, that is i should be the one to leave for i came to you first