the casino taunts me and I always want to go, well most days… I like to gamble but the gambling takes time. learn to win. learn to lose. I could never win big, who knows in the future what may hold me. but I am ready, the winnings will come; big winnings hopefully will come soon, sooner than I hope. I hate money but always want it. money taunts me, and I spend it on poison. good poison that makes me feel good.