now that i've got what i fought for
(i think)
what do i do?

i've spent so long fighting battles that i forgot what it was really for
i can't take a breath for i feel like i'll lose
gotta keep the shields up
gotta keep fighting

something i've fought for
for so long
must be worth it
right?

but in the light of day
and the retrospective of night
i'm not so sure

should it be like this?
what if the answer is no?