I remember in college there was months where I couldn't feel my body. I was numb all over and every emotion was loud to me. Now I know it was gender dysphoria. Last week it felt like my cells were being seared off by an invisible hot knife. I couldn't breath and my mind was foggy. I wanted to curl up on the ground and cry. Now the pain is gone. I still have a twinge of pain in my chest but that is all there is. My medicine help so my anxiety is in check. Last week was just a bad week. I am okay.