Standing on the beach with a gun in one hand
Looking at the ocean with my feet in the sand

About to pull the trigger and end this madness
Asking God "why do I deserve this sadness?"

I'm standing there pleading
"Why God? Why did I do what I've done?"
Looking at my hand, all I see is the gun

He says "you MY child, will see, it hasn't even begun".

I drop to my knees and look in Gods eyes...
I still beg and plead; and to my surprise :

He is gone

..... To be continued