My delusions are the poetic illusion of destiny and the art of never knowing for sure until its manifested. I will brave through the anxieties and out of my comfort zone in an attempt to free myself from the shackles that have held me in place for 25 years. My face has been illusive, painted smile or silence to mask the screams yet i've made it. The smile on me is real now and my eyes gleam with happiness and I have never felt more free.