I smile at the bruises I've given myself, knowing they are evidence of a life lived rashly and brutally, a full and unapologetic purple speckles my shins, my back, my behind, and it's from dancing on the floor of three different rooms, a classroom, a club room, a bedroom, and I do these dances so well, the other day I fell and recovered and laughed and was smothered with cries of concern to which I learned I'm so ******* resilient and this body is brilliant at taking a beating and cheating death as it has from my mind time and again