Jan 29
TWO ETERNITIES AND AN INFINITY
The doc gave me
the once over.
"Well...what is it
doc...tell me!"
"Now...don't quote me but
to quote Mr. Eliot
you got
"Some minor problems of the soul."
"What'ya mean minor
for crying out loud.!"
I know this is
a personal question but
how long exactly have you been
eh...dead?"
"They tell me only an hour or so
...no more I...still not use to it!"
"Well you see as far as I can see
you are leaking time
and only your will to live is
keeping you...keeping on."
I was thinking of asking
for a second opinion.
"You are finding it hard to believe
...you are dead
despite all the obvious signs
and the facts."
He paused
scribbled indecipherably on a pad.
"But it's not the physical
aspect I am worried about."
He paused again.
I drank in the silence.
"It's the state of your soul
good God man
you can't go to your maker
in such a state."
I opened my mouth
but the doc told me to close it.
"No...you can't
ask not to be born!"
He placed his fingertips
together in a typical doctor gesture.
"But we can now give you
a replacement soul
that once belonged
to a second to none nun.
Life's cheap I thought but
a soul ain't.
"What in Heaven's name
will it cost!"
"The usual..." he chuckled gleefully
"Two eternities and an infinity."
The doc gave me
the once over.
"Well...what is it
doc...tell me!"
"Now...don't quote me but
to quote Mr. Eliot
you got
"Some minor problems of the soul."
"What'ya mean minor
for crying out loud.!"
I know this is
a personal question but
how long exactly have you been
eh...dead?"
"They tell me only an hour or so
...no more I...still not use to it!"
"Well you see as far as I can see
you are leaking time
and only your will to live is
keeping you...keeping on."
I was thinking of asking
for a second opinion.
"You are finding it hard to believe
...you are dead
despite all the obvious signs
and the facts."
He paused
scribbled indecipherably on a pad.
"But it's not the physical
aspect I am worried about."
He paused again.
I drank in the silence.
"It's the state of your soul
good God man
you can't go to your maker
in such a state."
I opened my mouth
but the doc told me to close it.
"No...you can't
ask not to be born!"
He placed his fingertips
together in a typical doctor gesture.
"But we can now give you
a replacement soul
that once belonged
to a second to none nun.
Life's cheap I thought but
a soul ain't.
"What in Heaven's name
will it cost!"
"The usual..." he chuckled gleefully
"Two eternities and an infinity."
The dangers of being both sick...and tired...and being sick and tired of being sick and tired and falling asleep reading Old Possum.
Here be the Goldfish and nothing but the Goldish so help me Eliot.
Goldfish
by T. S. Eliot
(Essence of Summer Magazines)
I
Always the August evenings come
With preparation for the waltz
The hot verandah making room
For all the reminiscent tunes
— The Merry Widow and the rest —
That call, recall
So many nights and afternoons —
August, with all its faults!
And the waltzes turn, return;
The Chocolate Soldier assaults
The tired Sphinx of the physical.
What answer? We cannot discern.
And the waltzes turn, return,
Float and fall,
Like the cigarettes
Of our marionettes
Inconsequent, intolerable.
II
Embarquement pour Cythere
Ladies, the moon is on its way!
Is everybody here?
And the sandwiches and ginger beer?
If so, let us embark —
The night is anything but dark,
Almost as clear as day.
It's utterly illogical
Our making such a start, indeed
And thinking that we must return.
Oh no! why should we not proceed
(As long as a cigarette will burn
When you light it at the evening star)
To porcelain land, what avatar
Where blue-delft-romance is the law
Philosophy through a paper straw!
III
On every sultry afternoon
Verandah customs have the call
White flannel ceremonial
With cakes and tea
And guesses at eternal truths
Sounding the depths with a silver spoon
And dusty roses, crickets, sunlight on the sea
And all.
And should you ever hesitate
Among such charming scenes —
Essence of summer magazines —
Hesitate, and estimate
How much is simple accident
How much one knows
How much one means
Well! among many apophthegms
Here's one that goes —
Play to your conscience, through the maze
Of means and ways
And wear the crown of your ideal
Bays
And rose.
IV
Among the debris of the year
Of which the autumn takes its toll: —
Old letters, programmes, unpaid bills
Photographs, tennis shoes, and more,
Ties, postal cards, the mass that fills
The limbo of a bureau drawer —
Of which October takes its toll
Among the debris of the year.
I find this headed " Barcarolle " .
" Along the wet paths of the sea
A crowd of barking waves pursue
Bearing what consequence to you
And me.
The neuropathic winds renew
Like marionettes who leave their graves
Walking the waves
Bringing the news from either Pole
Or knowledge of the fourth dimension:
" We beg to call to your attention
" Some minor problems of the soul. "
— Your seamanship is very neat
You scan the clouds, as if you knew,
Your language nautical, complete;
There's nothing left for me to do.
And while you give the wheel a twist
I gladly leave the rest to fate
And contemplate
The aged sybil in your eyes
At the four crossroads of the world
Whose oracle replies: —
" These problems seem importunate
But after all do not exist. "
Between the theoretic seas
And your assuring certainties
I have my fears:
— I am off for some Hesperides
Of street pianos and small beers!
Here be the Goldfish and nothing but the Goldish so help me Eliot.
Goldfish
by T. S. Eliot
(Essence of Summer Magazines)
I
Always the August evenings come
With preparation for the waltz
The hot verandah making room
For all the reminiscent tunes
— The Merry Widow and the rest —
That call, recall
So many nights and afternoons —
August, with all its faults!
And the waltzes turn, return;
The Chocolate Soldier assaults
The tired Sphinx of the physical.
What answer? We cannot discern.
And the waltzes turn, return,
Float and fall,
Like the cigarettes
Of our marionettes
Inconsequent, intolerable.
II
Embarquement pour Cythere
Ladies, the moon is on its way!
Is everybody here?
And the sandwiches and ginger beer?
If so, let us embark —
The night is anything but dark,
Almost as clear as day.
It's utterly illogical
Our making such a start, indeed
And thinking that we must return.
Oh no! why should we not proceed
(As long as a cigarette will burn
When you light it at the evening star)
To porcelain land, what avatar
Where blue-delft-romance is the law
Philosophy through a paper straw!
III
On every sultry afternoon
Verandah customs have the call
White flannel ceremonial
With cakes and tea
And guesses at eternal truths
Sounding the depths with a silver spoon
And dusty roses, crickets, sunlight on the sea
And all.
And should you ever hesitate
Among such charming scenes —
Essence of summer magazines —
Hesitate, and estimate
How much is simple accident
How much one knows
How much one means
Well! among many apophthegms
Here's one that goes —
Play to your conscience, through the maze
Of means and ways
And wear the crown of your ideal
Bays
And rose.
IV
Among the debris of the year
Of which the autumn takes its toll: —
Old letters, programmes, unpaid bills
Photographs, tennis shoes, and more,
Ties, postal cards, the mass that fills
The limbo of a bureau drawer —
Of which October takes its toll
Among the debris of the year.
I find this headed " Barcarolle " .
" Along the wet paths of the sea
A crowd of barking waves pursue
Bearing what consequence to you
And me.
The neuropathic winds renew
Like marionettes who leave their graves
Walking the waves
Bringing the news from either Pole
Or knowledge of the fourth dimension:
" We beg to call to your attention
" Some minor problems of the soul. "
— Your seamanship is very neat
You scan the clouds, as if you knew,
Your language nautical, complete;
There's nothing left for me to do.
And while you give the wheel a twist
I gladly leave the rest to fate
And contemplate
The aged sybil in your eyes
At the four crossroads of the world
Whose oracle replies: —
" These problems seem importunate
But after all do not exist. "
Between the theoretic seas
And your assuring certainties
I have my fears:
— I am off for some Hesperides
Of street pianos and small beers!
