a.) a crossed off to-do list b.) crumpled toilet paper, used as a tissue c.) white paper, rumpled but never used d.) raisins e.) sins f.) a green plastic bottlecap, inscribed with the waves of a far away sea g.) a mechanical pencil, out of lead h.) a bobby pin, rendered useless due to short hair i.) a small piece of string j.) the small piece of my heart which contained affection for my father k.) just kidding, that never existed l.) the sleeves i cut off of a tshirt m.) the heart i cut off of my sleeve n.) a ****** poem about alcoholism o.) the self loathing that weighed me down for nearly a year p.) a list of the different gym classes available q.) q tips, in the interest of alliteration r.) one very old, very ***** sock