i found out another friend is Sad with a capital 's', with capital weight heaviness, of a bomb dropped into glowing memoriam sorrys and thanks, in equal measures the world is a little off kilter, a little straighter now the sky still disassociates with the earth, in the morning a membrane of white stitched by avian sillouettes awhiles whittling into brittle tones paneling the arching of our spines and the italicized whir points out the jagged smoothness of sighs