This flood of rain water is enough for a baptism. Blessed in the presence. Its drowns out the thoughts and I hope it washes away the sins. I repent. I yell my wrong doings over the thunders rumbles and ask for forgiveness in my choices. Theres no escaping this house as the rivers overflow. I step foot in, the waters to my knees and I kneel in the presence of potential death. The current pushes and pulls me. I count to three.. three times before I completely submerge. one.. two.. three... Im free.