I'm starting to think that the punishment for my sins is loving you. This love has a force designed to wreck me, pull me in two. You wreck me , destroy me and shatter me like glass. You break my fragile heart and proceed to place it in a cast
I don't think I can begin to explain the feelings you stir deep in my brain Or the warmth of your skin at 3:35am Your love comes in steadily and pieces me together again. Overshadows my fear and crumples my pain.
They say " destroy what destroys you" but if I had to destroy you, I'd be destroying myself. And that couldn't possibly make sense, could it? To place our love in a romance novel on a dusty shelf?
The truth is that my biggest fear is you. Losing you, having you, but most of all owning your love that reaches few. Because I wonder, I really wonder when this terrifying love will be the death of us two.