Grief reawakens each year yet all I can remember of my best friend is her kindness and her love. I still feel her love even though she is dead. Well her body is dead but her spirit is very much alive. Grief is what no one prepares you for. The constantly missing them, and knowing their spirit is with you. I always leave a space in bed for my best friend's spirit because I know she would do the same if I was dead. She died 8 years ago yet her spirit is alive. Grief is feeling that huge scar on your heart and knowing the love you have someone else never left.