Please love me, find me likeable, Capable as I am of gaining your Disinterest, pain yourself with Patience, as I try to age like Wine, fine at first but better, Letters escape my fingers down my Pen when I fear I'll lose you Again, so please love me, cradle And steady my ready tears and Quivering lips, smears of disgust Rust away in the iron wool Of your soul accepting mine, Even when I'm just fine. And nothing more, Pour a little faith In my cup Before I run dry, Try as I may To water this Cactus, she ****** Herself too much, Flicks hands away Like flies, stay And see, the Flailing will Pass, trailing Past is a Gentleness unseen By most but may You last to toast my Layers, boast of my good deeds, Seeds that may Grow more cacti In this love desert Where it may Rain, as it feigns death