We are a small and lonely human race Showing no sign of mastering the solitude we crave And no hint of understanding the love we need Except in delusions of grandeur and moments of egotism I don't really understand how I feel Is love really just aimless confusion? Shooting in the dark until you hit your mark? Where does it come from, where does it end? Love is gravity, a density in the universe Pulling everything towards it My love is a black hole, a star gone wrong, to death and beyond Mutated and stupid, ****** and selfish, dragging down everything in its reach Love is probably for someone who doesn't burn so intensely and desire so stupidly Probably for someone with feelings, who isn't an android cutout in the shape of a human Who asks what to feel and how to feel it Someone who can drive over that bridge where communcation dies Instead of stepping backwards
Adrienne rich and poetry about liking my friends and being insecure and jealous again