i don't wanna be selfish
i want you to know
but i don't wanna tell you

i'm afraid that if i do,
we'll go back to the way we were
and that is not right

and i think it's better
for you not to know,
for me to keep it

for me not to tell you
that i feel it too,
the same way that you do

i think it would be best
if i don't tell you
that i miss you too

but i don't wanna be selfish
just this once
i am sorry

i know i should not be saying this
but i do, i really do
i miss you

i just had to get this off my chest
i miss you,
but please don't take me back

i'll hurt you again
like i did before
like i always do

(f.c.)