when i was little, i used to be afraid that if i cried too much, i would shrivel up into nothing. it was only in elementary school, when i learned that human beings are made of seventy percent water, that i realized no one could ever cry enough tears to leave only a mouthful of dust behind. no matter how much sorrow you stirred out from under your skin, there would always be just enough left behind to dissolve the next breath of oxygen.