Unconditional love is what I desire
Support my endeavors thru trial or fire
Success or higher not rally in my defeat
Keep me under your feet
It's a lie and a sword in my heart with your double speak
I wish I wasn't yours and I wish I wasn't mine
I want to see the green on the other side
I listen and wait while time disintegrates
Regretting moments you held me but I waste
Even proving you wrong keeps you head strong
You tell me I pray wrong and accept defeat because I am not in the right track
Thru tears and sadness
Can you hear? Can you see my heart break?
You make me self loath with each breath I take
I have wanted to die since I was in junior high
Yet, no one can tell me why (so I believe them)
Why I was born, Why I can't fly- do what I dream- when I have wings, Why you're them, and Why I care so much.
I want unconditional love .. But what I really want
Is your support and acceptance