My my, has it ever been long time since I last wrote.

Much has changed in this time.

Its fun looking back on past poems and seeing how far we’ve all come.

But one thing bugs me about all of this: how much I miss those times.

As miserable as we all were, we found comfort in one another in a pact worth it’s weight in gold.

But now its different.

N is one if my favourite people that I’ve ever known, but the woman I’ve sworn my life to wants her gone for good. Why? I’m not sure.

E is just E. Never fails to raise a smile on my face with her wicked and contagious brand of cynicism. But still my forever wants nothing to do with her too. Why? I’m not sure.

It doesn’t matter how often she explains it, it never will make sense. I love these people a great amount. Is that not greater than half-a-decade long squabbles?

Apparently not.

But know this, N and E. I will never stop fighting to keep what we have. Though we may not see each other every single day as we once did, you both are every bit as important to me as you were then.