My world is crumbling
It’s all perception
That I’m still smiling
Underneath all the trauma it’s true
I am not lovable
I have to check myself when I say
It’ll be okay
I know in the end
It’ll just get worse
In the short term
I continue to lose
There are days
Where he continues to win
My story will not end
Happy
I will force myself to be
Sad
Yeah my life is
A mess
It’s true I am
Nothing
Never believe I am
Worth it