I can open up I just need a little time
Have to make sure this is true.
No one knows the pain and fears I battle every day just to make it through.
Can't just wish it away, been there; done that... It doesn't work.
Demons in my head talk too loud to remind me of a different time.
I see his face sometimes still smiling like nothing
What I am, can't escape, I'm just a blur of what I can be
Dreams that I can't fight they find themselves right back over and over
only one way to end them
Can't wait, the end is near.