i never find balance,
i'm always on extremes.
i stay too far away,
or get dangerously near.

i like one thing
and i like the complete opposite.
i enjoy being quiet
yet i talk just for the heck of it.

i have two sides debating
both of them just as strong.
one that's fine with ******* stuff up
and the other that never wants to be wrong.

i'm curious, but i'm skeptical.
i'm hopeful, but pessimistic.
i want to love, i want to feel
but feelings make me sick.