I don't care if I ever write another poem about love ...or angst.
For the twenty seventh time today I read of a love "unlike any other".
You know the one - butterflies goosebumps can't breathe best friend life partner kind of love.
YES, YOU KNOW THE ONE! Most of us do. I've had seven myself.
But that's the power of love. (Not the Huey Lewis meets Celine Dion kind of love.) The reality twisting emotionally blinding omen erasing kind of love.
Where sixty percent of lovers who were one hundred percent sure they were different than everyone else found some of the others at the "Whoops I did it again" Prom and started over at the new, less improved dance trying to forget the previous ones.
Some of them will have the courage (or loss of memory) to say how unique it is........again.
It makes one man weep, and another man sing. And inevitably, the third man will write about it. Much to our unoriginal, bad after-taste, and at the very best "Isn't that sweet", chagrin.
Sentimental geysers of sincerest and irrepressible corn, temper your naivety and ponder your muse of passion before you unveil puppy love in the face of those who have bravely ridden the Rottweiler of amore'... and even been bitten by it once or twice.
Consider your thoughts on love.
Then reconsider your angst about its failings .
How dare you have dread if you haven't yet removed twenty five calendars from the wall!?
It is a whiny *** of irony that reeks of 13 year old experience, hairless underarm machismo, blatant high school drama posing as relevance, and that left over bottle of your dad's cologne or favorite aunt's vanilla container you knew wouldn't be missed, while you stained the olfactory neighborhood three blocks at a time.
The genuinity of youthful angst holds the credibility of a hairpiece on a televangelist.
This anxious cloak of writhing distress must be earned as a veteran, where only the scars of war get a Purple Heart. You can't just say you have it.
Angst is rewarded to the single mom who lost her job and has four children to feed, and to the man who has to figure out how to hide the diaper he never thought he'd have to wear, and to the parent who holds a dying child, and the senior citizen who can't remember where they live, and the solitary soul who truly has no one....... no one to call in the darkest moments of their life.
The "poor me", single pimple, concert's sold out, boyfriend #17 *****, inconvenient day is wanting in qualifications, and we are irritated to hear your blathering interpretation of it. We will hear you when your words come with bandages.
I don't care if I ever write another poem about love... because it has been done and no one has ever gotten it right... or angst ...because I am unworthy of the reward.
I think I will just write about what other people shouldn't write about. There is no end in this.