I’ll write a song with you. I’ll go to bed with you. I’ll tour the world with you. I’ll rob a bank with you. Jack, don’t wake me the **** up, I said so many times I despise this world, I wanna be with you in ******* Pasadena or in a few mile radius. I’m losing my sanity tryna convince you to drop everything. Living’s real tough when I can’t have you. Jack wake me up when you’re sober. Jack fix me a kilo when the high is over. Jack I just wanna go back to LA so badly. I don’t know what I’m doing but I’ll write a song for you. I’ll tour the world with you. I’ll go dark for you. I’ll lap dance for you. I’ll wait years for you.
Take me to to New York. Forget me when we’re through. We’re only getting sober now, baby. I could live for all eternity but never forget the only one who was caring to me. Drop me off of Rodeo Drive. Kiss my lips for the last time. We’re only getting sober now, baby. I’ll forget you only when I find someone who shows me a semblance of compassion.
I couldn’t go a day without missing my ex boyfriend. But only when I’m drunk cause I get real nostalgic. Every one of them I loved but they hurt me real badly. I would lust over them like hell, but then I get sober.
I love this place. It’s just like I dreamed it, honey. Lemme fix you a drink and then you can tell me about that ******* boss of yours. I ain’t done nothing today but miss ya. I wrote a poem though, wanna see it? How ‘bout we go to Rodeo Drive? Yes, a date. No occasion. And just so you know, I ain’t drinking today. Why? I don’t know.
I don’t really need to.
Poem #17 off “Bella Goth” and the fourth promotional poem off the collection.
This poem is a continuation of “Get Drunk” and uses getting sober as a metaphor for leaving a toxic relationship. At first there’s some sort of gratitude for all the good that’s come out of it, but then as you find someone better, you start to realize how unhealthy it used to be.