she sleeps through 11:11 from night til morning everyday and she ain’t seen a birthday cake in years, you know? she collects the pennies from fountains, won’t dare to throw one away and the stars give her satellites instead of fire in the sky so every night, when the ache boils to a burn in her little secret room in her little secret heart she rips out her eyelashes with her fingernails and blows bits of wishes and mascara across the floor and wish and will for more eyelashes to grow