and when its all over and all the knives are thrown
i pull them out and sew myself up again
i always wonder why i stand against the wall
and when theres no winner, i load up again and we play Russian roulette all over
i brush myself off again
i teach myself to breathe again
i do it all on my own
no one teaches me to cope
im here by myself
me against it all
when its all said and done no ones loved me more than me
no ones ever believed in me more than me
im the only one who sticks around