does this corner house have space for me? should i be taller or smaller? hiding or should i come out from under my bed? cause there are children and they’re laughing and i’m smiling but who’s counting? suddenly, the light is not a pale yellow anymore; it’s gold
beneath darkness, i fold the laundry i pick the towels off the floor and shower in freezing cold water no dry skin, just instinct cause there are raindrops that fall like missiles just not the violent type suddenly, the moon is not a pale white; it’s pearl.
i didn’t know what else to call it hehe. about how i felt disposable before (i still do sometimes) and how that has recently changed. some people are so kind.