and it rolls head over heels the heart over the puffy autumn leaves where a squirrel hops
I pull the wire fence with my hands it runs to and fro the little mischievous one
a child laughs because it has a tail I even forgot how I started to cry* ...................................................... **leaves lay under the snow like mummified love letters some of them freezing over the acorns not picked yet while the red monster hibernates
I will eat many seeds this winter in order to toughen my roots to grow branch over branch in my hollowed willow
next spring I will pass over the fence where we once kissed to laugh myself of its tail till I shall cry
a kind of joke poem, very old in my writings, I made a more serious rewrite