Gothic I burn my past The blood that is running from My cut I drink it Like a devil in the dark What devil am I? The Gothic devil With a fewΒ Β words my heart is Torn and in pain Because there is a cut In my heart All the lies I told to every one Now flash in my eyes What once was my good life, now Remains in ashes My tainted ashes of love only Fed the ashes of all lies Blown in the wind to seek Me to die Under the sweet flowers I lay Myself to sleep Waiting for my life to end I have grown old I have grown weak Because all the blood is Running out Of my heart that is cut Nobody will stop the blood From running The sun still shines Where I lay Under the sweet flowers My life is Now immortal I am going soon I am feeling more dizzy And weak Each hour Death is approaching me fast This time I don't fear death Hurting other people Was my sin And not telling the truth was my Second sin All the things that I've done Raise question in my head I don't do everything perfect Why should I do? Yes I can change my Thinking But I still think that I Have time for that I still have time to say Forgiveness before I go to my new home To die The hour arrived I take one more look Around where I am I say goodbye to Mother Earth I shut my eyes And now I feel myself going Through a deep sleep My breathing has stopped Now the Gothic devil is dead, and The Gothic devil is me Nothing I can see Anymore or feel It was a wonderful day to die Someone carried me, the Gothic Devil And buried me in the cemetery My body is there But my spirit is in heaven