My identity
Now it is gay
Christmas time
And I opened
A can of worms
Men I am gay
I can't take back
My gay identity
Yes, men I wanted
You to know
I was born a  gay men
59 years ago
And I am telling you the  truth
I am not lying to you
Men I am afraid to tell
Other men that are Christian
Because they might say
I commit a sin
Yes, I just can't no longer
Keep a secret
Will my friends
Abandon me?
Because I am gay?
Will I lose friends
If I tell, then that
I am gay?
Yes, gay men
I would love if I could
Spend some time
With you in a bath house
But I don't have the money
To pay for a bath house
And nobody would give me
$ 40.00 to go to a bath house
That makes me sad
And also I have to live
Without that
I have some fantasies
But I never discuss it to
Any one
I am afraid that people
May say
The person who talks to me
Might also be judging me
I accept that I am gay finally
Gay men
Can I take the blame
Now gay men
I take the blame
For being gay
Now gay men