When the phone rings my heart jumps Knowing that it could be you Not knowing exactly what to do Not sure I want to talk to you Not really wanting to hear the truth But I've got to deal with the fact That you're never coming back So your clothes I've gotta pack Now there's a knock at the door Before my feet hit the floor I'm wondering what could be in store My heart just can't take no more Is it her? is she leaving? Is she even ******* grieving Does she even ******* care If I'm even ******* breathing If she did, she'd be here losing her was my biggest fear So tonight i shed a tear Not for her but for me I'm dying inside but you can't see All the things you done to me So please stay gone and let me be