How are we doing now? Fine, great even, all things considered! As good as we could be. Considering that our hearts stopped right at 10:00 on September 4th, though the first was slightly before. Considering in one beautiful Saturday morning, a year, a lifetime of dreams for a lifetime suddenly twisted into the most real nightmare. Am I remembering to breathe? When was the last time I ate? Or have I not stopped eating? I'm trying to fill this big belly that used to be so full of hope. What can help us now All things considered?