To say it's all mine in a field of past dreams, it often turns into minefields I'm so mindful of abrupt explosives thoughts; in the silent words, and all of my feels I put a chest to where there's a heart; still beating myself over a past life With a the ball in my court; I threw it around just to pass time - life's a game, that only the brave can freely play and I don't have the ***** to do the same today