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Sep 2023
Father I don't want to lose you
Because I need you
Every day in my life
Without you father
I can't live my life
Also father
I have lots of problems
To solve in my life
But I just don't won't to solve
It alone
Also Father I need you help
Too solve my problems
Together with me
I am also putting it of
Every single day
End I also know that
It is not the right thing to do
Also father
I am always worried
About my life
Also I feel ashamed
About the things
I did in the past
Because I didn't had
A good life back then
Also I  was always
Living alone
Also my friends
Was felling ashamed of me
But I had no choice
I had to work
Hard in changing my behavior
Today I am a different men
Also no body so me yet
My friends
Only you so me father
That I had changed my behavior
And I had worked  hard
To change my behavior
After I lost lots of friends
I use to have a large amount of
Friends
The large amount of friends
Ended the friendship with me
Now I still have a small
Amount of friends
They felt sorry for me
When I lost my large amount of friends
Now slowly
I will make more friends
Because I want to have a large
Amount of friends
I will not treat then badly
Anymore
I will treat them well
I also will have some
Respect for them
I hope the people
That I choose
To be my friends
Will accept me
The way I am
I just don't want
To change things
In my life
Just to please my friend
I feel that would not be right
Also I don't want to live
A lonely life
That I am afraid that could
Happen to ne
Also I am afraid that
I will no be able to trust
My friends
Also I am a middle- class men
And the People I choose to
Be my friends
Are also middle-class
And they also are telling me
That I should not choose only
Middle- class people
And also make friends with
The rich people
They also tell me
That I should accept
Everybody to be my friend
Also they call me a racist
Man
That made me angry
And I had confronted them
I told them that they
Should not tell me
What kind of friends
I should have
I am happy having the
Middle-class people
Being my friends
aldo kraas
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aldo kraas  60/M/Toronto
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