Father I don't want to lose you Because I need you Every day in my life Without you father I can't live my life Also father I have lots of problems To solve in my life But I just don't won't to solve It alone Also Father I need you help Too solve my problems Together with me I am also putting it of Every single day End I also know that It is not the right thing to do Also father I am always worried About my life Also I feel ashamed About the things I did in the past Because I didn't had A good life back then Also I was always Living alone Also my friends Was felling ashamed of me But I had no choice I had to work Hard in changing my behavior Today I am a different men Also no body so me yet My friends Only you so me father That I had changed my behavior And I had worked hard To change my behavior After I lost lots of friends I use to have a large amount of Friends The large amount of friends Ended the friendship with me Now I still have a small Amount of friends They felt sorry for me When I lost my large amount of friends Now slowly I will make more friends Because I want to have a large Amount of friends I will not treat then badly Anymore I will treat them well I also will have some Respect for them I hope the people That I choose To be my friends Will accept me The way I am I just don't want To change things In my life Just to please my friend I feel that would not be right Also I don't want to live A lonely life That I am afraid that could Happen to ne Also I am afraid that I will no be able to trust My friends Also I am a middle- class men And the People I choose to Be my friends Are also middle-class And they also are telling me That I should not choose only Middle- class people And also make friends with The rich people They also tell me That I should accept Everybody to be my friend Also they call me a racist Man That made me angry And I had confronted them I told them that they Should not tell me What kind of friends I should have I am happy having the Middle-class people Being my friends