I'm not quite educated
But I can educate you on how I feel
Yes the pills
My own safe haven
Behind the pills is
The only place I can call home
Because that's the only place where I don't care if I'm laughing too loud or not!
where I'm free to be me
Where I don't have to get scared if I would be accepted
Where I can play like a kid again
It feels real But doesn't last long
It's just like a trans just that  the feelings are real