I feel more than you know
I am not ignorant of anything as you seem to think
You hurt me with those-assumptions of my mindlessness
when it's you who are not thinking  
you just do whatever you want and run around recklessly
I love your wild soul and I still think you're beautiful
but I can't stand you  

you are a wave    
at the sight of which I couldn't move
swept off my feet
now you've got me caught in the rolling tide
in and out, ebbing and flowing, up and down  
around and around and around we go
i'm so sick
will I ever get anywhere

why couldn't I keep my heart from you..put up a fence so it wouldn't run away
I fear it is too late
what did I do to gain the oncoming mess?
It's like watching a car crash about to happen
after such a long time
helpless in a gruelling wait
I saw a flicker  
and my heart couldn't help itself
it jumped and it fell  
there was nothing there
but an illusion
like a mirage to a stranded desert soul
and I don't know, maybe I made everything up
I knew it was too good to be true
and once again I can't see any hope for us