I can't leave Because I am waiting for God to come And kiss me at midday That kiss sweet Who cares for me my God I know you care God The air feels fine Here outside I am dealing with God know Can't you see I am busy with him? Once I open my ear I heard your gentle words The little flowers that Are planted in the neighboors garden is called daisy I haven't got a woman yet I am not interested in it Deep down I am a good person I am a good hearted man The answer that you always give me is Don't worry Everything will be fine As long as I am here walking with you Guiding you along with me You tell me you have nothing to fear You assure me that nothing bad is going to happen to me When your gone I will love you the right away I believe that somethings are better left undone When you are just too tired to do it The rain fals like water from the sky Hear, soul and song is what I am hearing somebody playing that tune in the guitar I recognize it because I heard it a thousand times before I never run wild I am too old for that My younger days are over I want to know what I am doing wrong Please tell me God What kind of man I am? A man with feelings A man who thinks of others and not only himself I am gaining control of my life God I am not loosing it God is my empire My home is like heaven to me God If you could just understand that It is where my heart is I am not always brave God You have to understand that I never lied to you I never lied to you I have to plan for my future I have to stop feeling sorry for myself And take some action The nights are cold now Amd when I sleep I think of you And every day when is midday I know I will see you again Having a good friend is important to me God And that good friend is you The next day at middday I heard the rain It was coming down hard I quess we just have to stay inside today It is fine with me Saturday I am going away And I will board the midnight train And when midday comes no matter where I will be you will always be there with me And by your side I will always be In the morning I look out of the train window And I see that the train Is passing by the Indian shores Moving skies I see They are bright today Not a cloud in the sky God I might be fooling myself Sometimes I don't think I am being honest to myself Inside my eyes I see that bright light It is called the sun The more I see it the more I like it I am wearing my silk shirt And my dresspants And my dress shoes I do it because I want to feel good and be presentable to others I will lift up my hands towards your comamdmemts which I love And I will meditate on your statue Teach me oh God the way of your statue And I will keep to the end Give me understanding that I may keep your law And observe it with my whole heart When I think on my ways I turn my feet to your testimonies At midnight I rise to praise you Though the cord of the wicked ensnare me I do not forget your laws I long for your salvation I will sing a joyful song to you God God I know that my eyes don't lie To you You see me A tired man God please take my anger away Please don't tell me where the sun goes I demand a better future from you Please make sure I get all this pain and all this sorrow Out of my life How many thoughts must I think? When will I learn to laugh again And be me? What can money bring me? Only comfort What violence can bring me Pain and shame I am the one that have to live with it What Loneliness brings me sadness What Isolation brings me No hope God I carry no gun loaded with bullets I don't owed one either There is a whole new wide world for me Waiting to be discovered by me God God your so good to me Music can heal me God And put happiness in me God I have no strings atached to the mobsters I will show the world that I care about God I had finally arrived the next morning in Montreal It was early in the morning and the sun was shining in my eyes My eyes was getting sore from the sun light I boarded the taxi and drove to the hotel When I got there into the hotel I checked in And went to sleep I needed a rest badly I didn't even unpacked my suitcase I am having more faith in God now Shadows shadows Stop me from being a mad fighter And turns me into a man Step step up This is the change For step up And be a man And stop the brutal fight And learn to control my emotions I know God that you will help me with that My heart quivered with a silent of anxiety Even if I was banished to the darkest place My love will never let be a lonely spirit Because God will brighten my world And the darkness would end God I will give a chance to life To pray To listen to your loving kind words To listen to the sound I will give myself a chance to see the flowers that you made it grow In the parks for everybody to see You have grown it with your holly hands God today is the day for me to built a better tomorrow It is my only chance and hope That you have given me And I am going to use it I am not going to waste it Because God I want to built a better tomorrow I will not think about my failours But I will think about my acomplishments God I won't put myself down any more God thank you for this day And this day you are here walking beside me At Night I enjoy looking at the stars It takes courage for me to be the best I can be It takes strength for me to conguer the world It takes strength for me to surrender when a bad tought enters my mind It takes time for me to decide in what I want It takes time for me to fit with the crowd It takes strength for me to surrunder to my anger What lies before me are small matters As it is promised by the wind As it is tender in my heart As it is written in the sky for me and everybody else here on earth to read it Love makes all things possible Love is hope's shining star Faith sees my day shining through God a song is no song until I sing it God yesterday was history God tomorrow will be a mistery that waits for me Today God is a gift that you gave me Precious memories tender memories Could comfort me next time I am in sorrow Giving me a reason to look towards tomorrow I can recall a word or deed From an anecpected source That helped uplift my spirit As I travelled on life's course So I will never dwell on my troubles Of a cross I had to bear, Search deep withim my heart And find sweet memories there My life is full of mixture Full of sunshine and rain But memories of sunshine I can keep Memories of rain I can let go because I find it so sad I will not quit even if things didn't work out for me God Because there might be something that is better for me I will wait for something else to come It won't be the end of the world