Scavenge for information
Lied to protect her from the truth?
Or lie for your own selfish habit?
Faulty words,
Mistaken hearts,
Shattering dreams.
Drifting into space
Leaving this empty place of sorrow behind
Leaving the pain from the lies so easily passed through your lips
No regret once spoken
Own selfish comfort to keep this secret locked up.
Does it numb the pain
Does it help you through it?
Does it let you drown out the horrors of your past?
I have horrors too
We all do.
Where is my way out?
Where is my escape?
How am I suppose to deal?
Alone waiting
Watching
Waiting
Watching
Hoping for a scrap of information
A minuscule notion in the array of schemes brought upon the weak,
There is no leaving the hell hole I'm constantly ****** down
Rotting on the inside
Why am I the one who ends up broken
******
Bruised
Forgotten
Mangled in the struggle towards salvation
Despair
Lies.
Always.
Burn.